feverJust one single fucking desire todayIt swallows me up, and hollows me outNow I'm nothing.I'm the one to blame. I'm the greatest "Not-what-I-need"Was it worth it?I start to fade.I ache, and suffocate in painI cannot contain this.I cannot face this..alonePick out the stars with your needleFixed paranoia, try to take a breathPick off the scars with your needleMy thoughts grew so grey.Give up, give in. It's not worth it.That's what my head says. Then it crumbles.I ache, and suffocate in painI cannot contain this.I cannot face this..aloneThe fever I got wrote a scar in my name.
SickGo play your gamesI'm the dummy in your lapGo play your games It'll strke like an electric shockGo play your gamesYou're the one holding the stringsA charmer with backward fangsA devil in disguiseDrained & dried out from the sunJust need to get to the waterMaybe then you'll be sick of meSo sick of meSo sick of meBuilding me up just to tear me downStrip me away just to paint you onWhen you see yourselfMaybe then you'll be sick of meSo sick of meSo sick of meBuilding me up just to tear me downStrip me away just to paint you onWhen you see yourselfMaybe then you'll be sick of meSo sick of meSo sick
GrenadeResistance and muffled screams faded to peaceful silence.Is it real?Did it really happen?I held up my arm; blood trickled down.I actually did it.I pulled the pin; the grenade is live.